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I'm not sure how effective this is going to be, but I'm gonna try blogging on the fly.

Fortunately, and unfortunately, I find myself with a bit of idle time these days. Not the best kind, in which I curl up into a book with my blankie and Pebo snuggles, but still, time I can put to use.

The way things go now, I'm either exploiting small windows of time at work n order to study, or I'm at the apartment and for some reason not asleep. It's the latter in which I find myself thinking about a lot of things I never let myself delve into.

On a superficial sort of level, it is kind of unbelievable how I sleep lately. Some of it is physical exhaustion from adjusting to 12-16 hour work days followed by mile-long walkies with Pebo from our second floor apartment. My legs have gains like crazy now. Venus Williams might be jealous.

Some of the tired is mental. I feel like I went back to college with all of the programs they put us through for acute care. Being separated from everyone in California adds to that fatigue too.