It seems no matter what project I take on, it gets lost in a state of perpetual unfinished-ness.
There's been promises made in the past of certain content and segments, but they just aren't happening. Part of it is I've kind of lost my mojo in the fog of depression and physical pain. Part of it is being in a weird place in general with my life. I'm unemployed, and lack structure in my day, and things seem to constantly change around me. People are dying and being born, which is all very new and uncharted for me.
So, what I'm actually doing these days is just trying to get by. My health is not where it should be, with recent weight gain and new medications bogging me down. I'm an erratic, emotional mess. This is why there's been such a lull in posts. I just have nothing good to say, and no one wants to read a constant barrage of feelings.
On a sort of maybe positive note, I've got some unfinished posts for my frugal followers. Every once in a while I take a crack at those because they've become a sizeable undertaking, but beyond that subject I remain otherwise uninspired.
I'm trying, nice people, I'm trying.
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